Hi peoplez! I see (well not really) that you have come to my journal land~!

All I do here really is just post whatever life is coming to me ( ^ o ^ ) haha I also do some sort of blog on my Devianart account. So if you want to keep in on what I'm doing en blah, check both here and my devianart account. You'll find my devianart somewhere to your left on this journal..format..thingy XD Or just go to my profile. It has it there :]


Oh! I don't mind if you want to buddy me. \( ^ o ^ )/  Though, it would be nice if we had something in common compared to somebody who just wants to get as many buddies as they can. That seems kinda....yeah xD idk how to put it in words but hopefully you get what I mean. Wanna find my interest? Go to my profile \(^o ^\ ) And click the Journal cut below~  /( ^ o ^ )\ (both pro and cut have semi different faqs ish xD)
So with that said, anybody wants to be friends? :D


( Wanna know more about me? )

Seriously, did it? XD

Today, when I saw the NewS's members Christmas thing it said Happy new year for 2010 and Christmas en blah. When I read 2010 I thought "dang, That's so scary! It's almost close to 2010 o_O I still feel like I'm at the end of 2008 and the start of 2009!" Haahhah that's when they still had Winter Diamond party Concert! >w< But yeah, I'm having that old feeling again!

Oh my! That means 99% of Hey say BEST members are gonna turn 20 next year! ACK! THEY ARE OLD! XD THEY ARE TURNING INTO ADULTS! haha I guess I can't handle that? XD Poor Daiki ^_^;

oh, I'm having one of those moments where you just can't believe we are living in this year=_=; arg XD;

Now I'm looking at videos of exhange students in Japan! Uwaaah it's so cool!! >o<

I feel like taking some kind of japanese class thing over the Summer! Increase my Japanese skills :] hahaha >w<

K so gotta end this cause I think I can go on forever on Japan en blah XD haha see yaz!

Right now I'm feeling kinda "uhh =_=; " cause my teacher I used to have told me about "why post those things on facebook?" And the things I posted was stuff from fanfics XD; Like parts of it, and I thought spreading my fangirly ness somewhere so I thought facebook. But when my teacher told me that, I thought to myself "dang, I must be annoying" or something! I'm guessing I'm having this "regret" feeling or something? arggg....oh wells. I might as well just keep in the quotes D: Anybody had that same feeling? or Situation?

Onward to other stoof

I should update this more! garr! XD hahaha I'll try~ T^T If something happens I'll type it here!

Oh! I finally understand the inking pens I have! XD ok let me explain. So you know those pens Manga artist use? Those nib things right? Well I have some but I never really understood what was so different till now! Arg I feel slow XD So I'm getting the hang of it now~ <3 I feel super happy :D But not happy enough because I still have pages to ink! Arg! It's for my language arts class where we have to do a book report. We got 3 ways to do it. Comic book, Oral preentation, or do a crituqe (sorry if I'm spelling LOTS of words wrong. Right now I told care cause I'm super tired right now XD) So yeah, I chose comic book... ^_^;

I feel like learning how to swim now D: I was talking to a senior friend (ish) of mine and she told me to join swimming next year. At first I said "but I don't know how to swim" until she said "oh no they teach you!" I thought "omfg coolies!" So I shall join next year :] haha I bet I'll be mad at first till later ^_^

Watashi wa sukoshi nihongo o hanashimasu! :D

You know, I don't understand why I can understand English XD lol I know that sounds weird but it's the grammar! Dude, when I look up on what the particle "Wo" is it said "The function of "o" is to indicate the object of a verb." and I thought "wait, verb?" So I looked it up XD lol I felt so FAIL T_T; I wonder if they ever taught grammar back in meh elementary days (aka Shoogakko in japanese) I bet they did but not a lot XD or maybe I was that kind of kid who didn't really thought "grammar was improtant" so I mainly stuck to math and reading xD hmmm....

Ok so here is my "regret" and "fail" mood journal entry XD haha see ya next time!

ACK! I forgot to make a monthly entry!! D: Usually I make one on the first week of the month! Oops XD;

So let's see what's been happening with me~

-I want make up XD lol On Saturday me and my mom went to China town to eat some crepe then later went to Kinokuniya. Guess what they had? MAGAZINES ON SALE!! Though there wern't any Potato or Wink up. I mostly saw fashion magazines, tv guide, other stuff not related to Johnny's entertainment XD So when I got them and looked at the Girl fashion magazine I really liked the make up!! IT was so cook I wish I could play around with make up. Sadly ever since I moved into this apartment my mom threw away ALL her make up!!! D: *sigh* so much for me trying out make up >_< Now I have to buy my own but I have no money! XD Well I do but.....not spending money XD hahaha Grrr, so I guess I gotta wait until I get a job >_<;

-I'm becoming a weirder person everyday! :D in a good way~ ^o^ Lately I've been dressing kinda weird XD Kinda not matching clothing I guess? But it's comfortable! C:

-I've been having an interest in animation for some reason o_O Hmm....

-Japanese has been going ok desu!! :>

-I've gotten more perverted? XD oh yeah XD ahahahahahaha. Can't help it!

-drawings got at least 1% better xD hahaha

High school has been going ok :] I feel like my friend's are becoming more close~ Which is nice~ ^_^ At first some of my friends I thought of them as annoying but strangly later, they started to become super cool. Weird isn't it?

I need a avatar that is sleep related XD lol A NewS related would be nice!

Anyways, I'm sleepy!! D: and it's only like, 8:58 pm!! Guh =_=; Darn rehearsals! >_< get's me all tired and later I can barely do my Homework T.T;

Woooooo~! Ryo's Birthday is today! (here in Seattle XD I think it's already the next day in Japan lol) He's a year older now~! My has time gone and go~

Right now I'm listening/watching the Winter diamond party concert!! :D I feel so happy!! >w< But I wish I could understand what they are saying at their MC at part 7 and 8. XD;

oh NewS =w= Gotta lurv those guys~!

h yeah monthly entry......hopefully I'll get type that tomorrow XD bwahahahahaha

IHAFIOAS MASSU'S MASSUPAMAN IS LIKE SUUUPER CUTE AND SEXY!! HAVE YOU OT SEEN THAT TANKTOP HE'S WEARING WITH THOSE 
BACK DANCERS?!?!?! XD GAWD I'M LIKE SUPER HIGH FANGIRL RIGHT NOW!!!! SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!1

ok, I already typed out most of the stuff on meh devianart journal XD hahaha dang, I'm so tired from screaming!! XD now I gotta do work =.=;

Anybody read that one entry in Hey_Say group where there was a post saying about Yuma,Yamada, and some other guy going to be in Anan? O: I was like "WHAT?! Does that mean those two are going to be with some kind of women who is like, maybe way older than them?!" XD;

Hmmm But seeing Yamada and Yuma shirtless? Oh my, YUM YUM <3

I wish Chinen and Keito would be in there ._. and maybe Yuto with his sexy jawline and Ryutaro with his.....mature hawtness? XD


arggg I still can't believe I'm older than Ryutaro >_> arggggg XD

Times like these where I wish I was a dude, born in Japan and joined Johnny's entertainment XD; 

GUHHHHHHHHHH  I'm coughing and nose being runny >.>; Will that lead me to a fever? XD or body ache? x.O oh gawd D:

Wasn't on computer yesterday because internet being a butt Xp but now the problem is over (for now) :]

Wooo~ tomorrow is Halloween!! ^o^ Hopefully I won't be in really bad condition ish so I can go Trick-or-Treat with my friends! Yaaay~ ^o^ Gotta wear extra stuff to keep me warm! :] sick person on the loose! Oh no!

more news to tell is I'm in a play!! O: OMFG~ well, it's not really BIG or anything >W<;; But it's nice to be in a play :D How I got in? Well, I didn't auditioned that I can tell xD it all happened yesterday where my drama teacher said that a classmate of mine looked really good for this one character in the play called "The Rating Game" It's those dating kind of things where some guy is trying to find "his girl" en blah. anyway, so my drama teacher told my classmate and me that we both looked good in the part of "Ms. Bookworm" kind of person.  My Drama teacher said to me I was kinda 2nd ish and she had eyes on my classmate for the part. I kinda felt happy since I didn't wanted to study lines en blah XD lol I'm lazy yes. So my classmate had to go afterschool to see my drama teacher. But today in class my drama teacher asked my classmate "why wern't you here yesterday for the Rating game?" and we had the convo ish and later decided I had to play the Ms. Bookworm person. Which....I guess I kinda didn't mind ^^; but yeah.... So, now I'm in a play! XD; wooo~?


Hmm..I think I didn't do a lot of entried for October... HMMM...Hopefully November will have lots?~ :D

Reason why I'm putting pictures is because I'm too lazy to  put them in my photobucket XD lol so yeah.

These are all the only koyama pics I have on my computer~


( Koyama pic spam ish XD )

Yoz people~

Monday will be no more me teaching japanese. Why? Cause I'm kinda tired of off subject stuff en blah >.<; My class would go a little to talky ish at times. So yeah.... And plus I can't teach right so yeah xD

I also had another weight on my shoulders that sensei say it would be my responsibility to my friends who do have japanese class be good. I was like "o_O EH?!" so I kinda hated that.

So no more hanging out in sensei's room. New place to hang is World History class!! :D It sucks for Freshmen to stay inside the lunch room than go outside in the halls >_< I really dislike going into the lunch room at my high school D: Because it's so loud en yeah xD;

Cause if you do, it'll lead you to being awake at 2:13 am in the morning!! XD


gawd, never drink coffee or something XD Well, at least not in the morning. ^^;

Ah! I read about a fangirl saw Kusano, Jin, some other guy named Josh. I was jealous XDD I wanna see Kusano too!! KUSANO!! YOUR FANS STILL LURV YOU!!!! D:

That guy need to go solo T^T;; or something >.< such talent D: and I wanna hear that guy's voice! XD hahaha I wonder how deep it is or something XD

Man, if only I went to Japan and saw Massu *-* that would be the most awesome happy moment in my ENTIRE life EVERRRR! XD OR other NewS memebers.

D: I WANNA SEE TAKA FROM ONE OK ROCK!! >O< Didn't that guy said he hated NewS now? XD;; Well eh, it him ^_^; he gots his own thoughts on things ~

Costume VS is tomorrow!! Can't wait!!! Maybe this is the reason why I am staying up so late O: maybe not XD who knows

OH! I watched Ryo's shonen club premium!! :D Him saying "AHH! No it's embarrising!!" when he saw himself on that one drama he did was REALLY cute! XD Oh gawd, gotta love that guy being so shy en yeah xD I wanna give Ryo a hug!! He must be stressed out alot nee? O: omfg we should so give him Coco milk!! :] But then again didn't he say he didn't like sweets? and Coco milk is like, sweet? XD; uhhhhh How about some nice fine SOYMILK! yeah! XD or regular milk......xD lol

Hm what can I imagine eating with Shige......maybe a banana lol I hate bananas. And didn't he said he hated Bananas too on Hanamaru cafe? But he eats them for....idk protien....healthy diet? xD Didn't he also say he gets fat easily? XDDD lol Shige! Go to the gym more often then! lol XD  So yeah, back to banana thing. YEAH! We both can eat out evil enemy: The banana!! XD

Koyama........somehow I'm just thinking about playing with his Neko xDD hahaha and eating catfood or something XD lol ACCIDENTALY!

Massu, dude I think he would invite friends to a plate of gyoza XDD He loves gyozas so much nee? ^_^;

Tegoshi!! I'm thinking cafe. Order some starbucks XDD lol

Yamapi: ...hmmmmmmmm maybe some......kinda....of japanese food XD LOL noodles maybe?

OK, I think I need to force myself OFF of this computer and into bed xD a girl needs sleep!!! So yeah, see you in my next entry! :D

So today in 4th period my world history  teacher said that there is going to be a Halloween costume thing for Freshmen VS upperclassman. At first the class was like "EWHAT?! That's 3 grades beating on one grade!!" But some thought "Don't worry! We can handle this!! T^T" so yeah XD hahaha

So my teacher asked us who wants to join. I raised my hand C: Cause lately, I've been wearing my hats that have some kind of character in an anime. Somehow I feel like in the future I shall collect a whole bunch of animal looking caps XD haha OMFG I SOOOOO WANT A DOMO-KUN ONE!! :] Woooo~

So yeah, I raised my hand.....IDK who else raised their hand. :\

Hopefully us freshman will beat those upperclassmen!! XD hahaha and next  year when I'm a sophomore I shall pound on the freshman with my awesome hats. Lol

I wish to own some kind of tie ._. Like, the really "Pimpin" ones XD lol

arggg.....must...finish....Empress of the World!!! It's a book by Sara Ryan! :]  I say it's a good book ^_^ Talks about this one girl who like, falls in love with a girl (Yup, that's right folks GIRL! ;D) at some kind of summer program. So yeah, it's good :] 

So far I'm at that part where the main character is like single because before she was dating the girl she liked right? But then somehow that girl just started dating the guy friend. So the main character is like, all sad en yeah. When I read that the girl was holding hands with the guy and kissing him I was like "WHAT?! WHYYY!?!?!? NOO!!! YOU GO BACK TO HER !! NOT GO OUT WITH HIM!!" XDD
 

Why am I reading a book that has the main character a Bi or Lesbian you may ask? O: IDK, maybe because I'm not quite happy with "Guy x Girl relationships" and thought about reading something more different. :] Plus I read LOTS of Johnny's entertainment Fanfics (mostly NewS and Hey say JUMP though XD) And you know, it's that "Guy x Guy" sort of thing. Which I like~ XD hohohohohoho  Especially if it's dirty ;D *gets smacked* So when I was in the library looking for a book I thought "Hmmm I wonder if Girl x Girl is interesting" So there you have it folks~ XD

Coming from a girl who is just plain weirdo, I wished the author could have added more intense "nasty" scenes XD. But reading them kissing, holding hands, etc I like too :3 And besides, I don't think my school wouldn't allow "nasty" books XD hahaha

Hmm I say Yuri is ok :3 Hmm I think I should laugh at myself XD Cause I think before I said something like "ewwwww Who would like yuri and Yaoi?!" ah, those old days where I was "Pure" and I haven't read any fanfics or yaoi/yuri related manga XD But know I suuuuper love (NewS) yaoi!! XD fanfiction, etc. I think I might get attached to yuri. who knows XD

Am I scaring anybody with my weirdo post? O: ahaha then good~~ XD lol

Hopefully I'll finish that fanfic of Ryo and yamapi later. Not now xD got hw to finish. lol

I'm rewatching this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8_QcPEZte4&feature=related   

oh gawd, Jin your voice is like.....making me go fangirly!! XD haha and so it Ryo's too!!!

Usually I kinda don't like him singing those "nasty" songs like Amazing kiss en yeah.Well....... I'm ok with them but...eh it doesn't beat Kizuna cause it's so.....that one feeling IDK how to describe it XD

Title: BOO!
Author: ME!! :D
Pairing: RyoPi, Tegomass
Disclaimer: This is fanfiction. The people don't do this in real life (maybe they do but who knows) I only own this bad fanfiction I created! XD
Summary: Ryo and Yamapi spending some time together~
Warning:  does not make sense? XD
Author’s Note: this is for yaoi_loverz cause she asked for a Ryopi pair~ ^_^ and I thank my friend Jada for coming up with the item excirses ball (LOL XD) since I needed to know what item to use en blah for the fanfic ^_^;;

( Yamapi: BALLZ!!! )

OMG I semi almost forgot about making a monthly entry!! XD; Well at first when October started I thought I should wait a while. But then like...yeah kinda forgotz it XD But I'm doing it now so no more worrying if I did it or not! :D

ahhh =w= I'm using Livejournal so much~ XD Remember those days where I would barely make a post? *sweat drop*

So much has changed nee?

*Shivers* only like, a couple months ago I was still in 8th grade!! o_o; now I'm in freshman high schooly ness!! AHHH!!

I still can't get over that the fact that if you think about the past, you think as if it were yesterday >_<; I like relooking at some past~ Get that Nasukashi feeling XD

Woo~ Since this month is October than means we gotta get that spookey creepy Halloween goin!! ;D

I think I know what I'm going to be for Halloween!!! ^_^ Just gotta wait and see~ ;D I bet this month will past by fast. Well, for me it is ^_^; Guh! How come High school have this magical power to make school days go fast?! D: creepy.

My japanese is going ok :] And teaching my class is semi ok XD Luckyly I have my friend who's more better at japanese than me so she helps me. PLUS SHE TEACHES NICE!! I teach like poop XD

My other class are ok too ^^; I have to study my monologe for drama!! @_@ Ahh!! save me! XD

Hmm so what might be happening this month?

- trying to finish more drawings. T.T; I have a semi big pile of un finished drawings. Hopefully I can finish some of them tomorrow cause I have no school! XD yay me~

-Learn more Vietnamese ;D

-Study more japanese XD

-try to sing better? I upload vids of me singing en stuff. so yeah, hope this voice gets better? XD

-be more active!! it's been a while since I ran. I feel like I need more running ness in me. Hopefully me and my mom can walk together soon!

- hmmm maybe finish Princess Princess D? IDK I haven't have any effort on finishing my japanese dramas >_<;

-make new friends? o.O Who knows

-START DRAWING ANIMATION FOR A EXCHANGE STUDENT! and this other animation I need to finish. guhhhhh

ok that's all I can think of. I want some sleep now and it's only 10:02 PM. That isn't so bad. but yeah, I want to go to sleep early xD haha So after I'm done with this I'm semi going to sort out what I'm going to do tomorrow!

Who doesn't?! D:

watching this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XEehs_TNRL4&feature=related made me go all "OMFG I WANNA SING J.E STOOF TOO! D:"

and I wish to have my hair like Masu's V_V *sigh*

I'm still on that fangirly rampage on Massu XD The voice, the cute ness, the..EVERYTHING! XD haha I may sound intesense but I'm not intense as those fangirls who stalk them!!! (ok maybe I would but still. This fangirl knows how far she needs to go)

I remember a couple days ago I watched a youtube video about some 17 year old BOY (yes a boy) stalking Ryutaro. (At least) Everyone knows about that lil prob no? O:  Seriously, 17 year old boy stealing Ryutaro's cellphone? STALKING HIM!? Well, I can't blame him. But he needs to know the boundaries!  J.E guys need a have a normal life too! >o<; Poor Ryutaro. I would have been REALLY freaked for months (or more) about people stalking me o_o;

But probs over, Ryutaro is fine~ ^_^ I bet he's going to get more stonger so he'll protect his little brother!! awww!! >w< well that's my only assumption xD

You know, when I saw a picture of him (a current kinda of one) HE LOOKED SO HAWT/CUTE IN A WAY O__O Dude! I was so "OMFG *kinda drool* for him! XD Don't take that as in a bad way. I mean, I liked him before (a fangirl thing) but not really a lot. But now, 2 years later from their debut, he has just gotten some yummy ness on him~

But, even if Ryutaro is getting more hawter, Keito and Chinen will come first xD;; Who knows, Ryutaro can be at the same level as them! ;D just gotta wait and see.

BUT THEY STILL DON'T BEAT MASSU YOO!!!!! >:D  MASSU PWNS ALL J.E UYS FOR ME!! XD LOL HOOHOHOHOHO


Where I'm living right now, it's been getting really cold! Even right now is cold! XD somewhere in the 60's or something. But I'm happy it's cold~ (even though I complain about it being cold. Hey, it's better than hot weather) that means I get to snug into my blanket when it's cold~ I like it when my blanket is cold~ ^o^

heheheheheh I can soooo imagine it. Tegoshi in bed all cold by himself. OH SNAPS, FANFIC TIME!

Title: Hot coco = Member Ai
Author: ME!! :D
Pairing: Tegomass and Koyashige at the end.
Disclaimer: This is fanfiction. The people don't do this in real life (maybe they do but who knows) I only own this bad fanfiction I created! XD
Summary: Tegoshi is all by himself......wanting to get some Hot coco
Warning: I warn you this fanfic might suck XD
Author’s Note:  uhhhh.....this fanfic might be a fail?
( Tegoshi: I want some warm in me )

A friend of mine missed at least a week of school cause she was sick :[ So now that she is back she has lots of catching up to do nee? So in Japanese class, she got switched into my class. I was like "Yay! we have the same japanese class together!" Then later when class started, sensei was reviewing the "Kore, Sore, Are" When it was my friend's turn to say "Sore wa ____ desu" She kinda didn't know cause she didn't studied it, missed school. So Sensei asked "who is your cloest friend in this class" She point to me. Then sensei said "Help her review her work even if she's gone!! You teach japanese during lunch! It's your responsibility." I was like "h-h-h-hai TT.TT;" Oh gawd xD Why me?!? XD;; Times like that I wished I never taught japanese during lunch XD; ARG.

Oh today right? During lunch time when I was teaching my friends I needed to use these japanese flash cards. So when I finished with them and have my helper friend to put shuffle the deck and just put it on the desk en yeah. So when my japanese started, sensei used the flash cards, but they were all sideways "ka" or upside down "Ne" That sort of thing. And sensei said "ok, your now not being able to use these" I was like "ARGGGG XD" in my mind. Oh, and what was funny was that, while we kept on doing the flash cards, sensei founded more upside down, right side letters and he gave me that stare!! it was like " *gives squinty stare*" even though I should have felt bad (which I didn't) I laughed XDD cause it was funny.

So yeah, being a mini sensei teacher during lunch can be tough.... gawd XD So sucky for me, but I'm kinda loving it cause now when I teach I don't feel like "argg I feel so sucky teaching!" like what I did on the first week of teaching for me? I'm still learning how to get around en yeah. 

ARGG I can't believe I forgot how to write "Ma" in hiragana on my test for japanese!!! >_< NOOO!!! I wan to retake that test! not for the grade but for me to feel better! XD cause I studied a lot of the summer and how could I forget one character?!!?!? T________T GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Ok I already putted up the stuff in my myspace blog I'll put the same thing over here XD

OH CRAP OH CRAP OH CRAP OH crab? crab is good :D

OK so when I read this:

NEWS LIVE DIAMOND[DVD]
2009.11.04 Release
JEBN-0090/91
¥5,900 (tax in)


I WAS LIKE "OMFG O____O IS THAT TRUE?!?!? IS THERE REALLY GOING TO BE A CONCERT DVD FOR WINTER DIAMOND CONCERT DVD?!?!?! PLEASE DON'T TELL ME THIS IS A LIE!! IF IT IS I'M GOING TO CRYY!!!" ok well not really but hopefully you get my saddness in me xD

So November......that will be the release of it? Johnny-san, are you loving us fangirls around the world? Cause you gotten so many e-mail (well acutally it was the family club thing right? XD) about we want a NewS concert dvd? http://community.livejournal.com/news_jpop/4751217.html

Is this the moment where once the DVD is out, we are able to watch backstage stuff? As in more Koyashige baka ness, Massu doing more weirdo stuff, Tegoshi being the slut hawt guy. Ryo and Yamapi doin their thing? CAN WE SEE A VIDEO OF KOYASHIGE HAVING SEX?! :D

oh gawd oh gawd! I can't wait I CAN'T WAAAAIIIITT!! this is like, every fangirl's dream come true!! At first we fangirls were like "I can't wait until the concert DVD is out!" Then when Koi no ABO single came out it had some Winter diamond concert DVD parts in it. But it didn't satidfied us fangirls!! So we waited and waited!! To a part where it came to that time of month where some lost hope. Some still kept their hope. But now, reading that when it shall release Our hope for a concert DVD will be back!! I want to hug somebody now!! the joy of a concert DVD!! >o< YAAY~

oh and what I'm listening to right now is this!: